realizations.

last week was my last concert for collegiate band, and probably the last concert i'll ever have for flute. i was happy it was over, but sad that i was so happy about it... if that makes any sense. ha. anyways, for our last class of collegiate band we were required to go to the symphonic band concert tonight. i went and sat with tj, shelley, emily, and austin. all of whom are in kkpsi. everything was fine until the concert was over and they all went their separate ways, leaving me to just stand there. they all had people to talk to, laugh with, and share secrets with, while i stood there, realizing more than ever how much of my life is not in flagstaff. all the friends i do have up here will always be my friends, but they won't be the biggest part of my life, not the people i need to see everyday, or even talk to everyday. it's a sad realization to come to, but it makes me more excited than ever to be home soon and for forever. well, maybe not forever, but for a while. i'm still trying to figure a few things out, but i did take another step today in doing just that! i changed a bit of my schedule for this summer and next semester. this summer i'll be taking ART 100 (intro to computer graphic art). it's four days a week, but only for a month, and it's only a one credit class, so it'll be nice to get out of way. and to see if i like it!! anyways, for the fall i'm taking ART 131 (photography 1), ART 142 (intro to digital photography), ART 161 (ceramics), and TEC 114 (block printing/silk screening). i still need two more credits, so i think i might take abnormal psychology. i need to send in my high school transcripts for that though... so yeah.