i just have to remember that.

i feel... numb.

i didn't even like him that much. i just have to remember that.

i was going to breakup with him anyways. i just have to remember that.

but he told me he loves me. after one month.

he also told me that he's told all of his other girlfriends that. i just have to remember that.

he told me it didn't mean anything. but you shouldn't talk to an ex-girlfriend like that. i just have to remember that.

you shouldn't tell another girl that if she didn't have some stupid rule, things would be different now. i just have to remember that.

this isn't okay. i just have to remember that.

i don't need a man. i just have to remember that.

i'll find someone better. i just have to remember that.

i can't settle for someone i don't love. i just have to remember that.

i'm doing the right thing.

i just have to remember that.

but i feel awful.