tonight is first degree.
i have no idea what to expect. i said this last time, and like last time, i am excited.
i feel like somewhat of a traitor to tj and the beta lambdas, but i know they all support me in everything i do.
i get a new big tonight... i'm both nervous and excited to find out. tj will always be my big though. he'll always be my most favorite person :)
now i just have to wait... three hours and counting.