i... think i've kind of made a decision. and i think i want to get out of arizona so bad that moving home might be worth it.
plus, for some reason, before this last rehearsal, i thought that this season would only be worth it for the fact that we're going to world. but now, i actually like most of the people on the line. i like the cymbal line, and i feel like coming home might be worth it.
i don't think i'm going to find another job and/or roommate and or/ another place to stay. not in the next three weeks at least. i found a place for my roommate to move into that's cheaper. i just have to tell him... i'll need to find a new job in chandler though...
i realized that, even though i'm not a spontaneous person, i tend to make big life decisions like moving really quickly... i should stop that. but probably won't.